The Next Step?

- Things are starting to settle down back to an equilibrium for me. I'm taking things in stride better and learning to appreciate the little stuff all over again. For example, driving home from the library the other day, Paula Abdul's song Straight Up came on on JackFM and the semi bad mood I was in at the time just melted away. I just started laughing out loud to myself and enjoying how rediculous the song was. I still loved it. Unfortunantly, I've also been kind of secluding myself and letting my loner side come out a little more than it should. I'm working on it and I'm trying not to let it take me over like it has the potential to do, but sometimes alone time is just kind of nice.

- On another note I'm applying for a job teaching psychology in Boulder over the summer as a part of some pre-college orientation camp. It would be the ideal job for me and I hope it goes through. The thought of this summer is exciting to me. There's a lot to look foward to. It's a scary thought thinking that this summer will mark the halfway point in my undergraduate education. Things are moving so fast.

- I'll be ok. I just need to learn to stop living in the past so much. The here and now is pretty good and its high time I stopped taking it for granted.

Cause I can't wait to figure out what's wrong with me

So I can say this is the way I used to be

There's no substitute for time