Adventures

- Its amazing how sad something like seeing your old high school and realizing you don't belong there anymore can make you. Seeing it and reflecting on the years since and what could have been, what is, and what could be is enough to make me stop and reconsider what I'm doing. Sometimes I just drop into the mode of passenger in life, just going along for the ride. Sometimes it feels like I go as far as giving up and not trying any more. My life thus far feels like a distant dream that somewhere along the way got sidetracked. Everyone likes to feel invincible and it hurts when we see that that tough shell somewhere along the way got cracked. Is this simply a feature of life we just have to accept or do we, as I'd like to think, have a little more say in the matter.

- The worst part is I've been wrong before and the mistakes lead to regrets that never go away. Things I once thought important ended up not mattering at all and others that I careless tossed away ended up being pins and needles in my soul long after I've moved on.

- Why can't it all be easy?