Bigger Than Me

- Nothing. After almost four months it ended about as quickly as it began. Even though I know its the right thing and it needed to happen, I also know the rest of the semester is gonna be tough. Classes are a touch overwhelming and nothing is really on the horizon to look foward to. At least I know my hard work is starting to pay off as the good grades are starting to come in but man, I need a vacation. I'm just so emotionally tapped.

- I'm not sure what I was expecting but a piece of me knows it was this. People change and things change and I'm not sure how well I'm gonna be able to change with it. Probably one of the sadest parts about my last visit home was that the Applebees was gone. When I drove up that hill and saw it had been replaced, a part of me was crushed. Its like I was replaced at the same time and now I'm off wandering around trying unsucessfully to find a new foothold. God's got a plan for me in all this. I just hope he shows me what it is sooner before later.

Woke up and wished that I was dead

With an aching in my head

I lay motionless in bed

I thought of you and where you'd gone

And let the world spin madly on

Everything that I said I'd do

I'd make the world brand new

And take the time for you

I just got lost and slept right through the dawn

And the world spins madly on