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- Who didn't see this coming? What I should do, what I want to do, and what I am doing are three completely different things. She hurt me. She knows it. I know she wants to make it right.

- I just want to crawl into a hole somewhere. I wish I could caulk up the fact that my hunches are right in all the wrong ways to a self-fulfilling prophecy. That would be simple and easy to fix but I know this isn't mine to determine. Even when it seems that way.

- Its going to be a long weekend.

Porch lights out

Its 5 am

Theres nothing really happenin

But today

I think I'll go outside

Find the light

Feel my eyes

Kill the night

Show this darkness a thing or two

Won't run away make some tools

Cause I want to go to sleep