Sweet Release

- It's amazing how much good can come out of this. I love how good I feel right now. I love how free I finally am. When I take a step back and look at the whole situation, I know, in some strange way, that this is what I needed all along. Slowly but surely over the last couple months, I've torn myself apart and not just cause of Brittany. I've tried to make for myself a life and character that I'm not, and slowly but surely I've destroyed who I really am. I hit a new low over the last week and finally took the initiative for change. God's grand tapestry for my life isn't mine to design and there's so much incredible beauty now that I'm learning to let go a little bit. Ironically enough, tonight could not have gone any better.

- I'm ready to start rebuilding and getting myself out of this fall semester rut. And this time, I'm gonna do it right and not do anything at all.