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Relax. Deep breaths. I can do this. Its not the first time. Looks like history shows it won't be the last. I'll give it a couple weeks and see where its at. I've never honestly believed in the power of a nights sleep when its slipping away but these are my options.

So far so good.

- I'm sucessful. I'm taking on more than I ever had and I'm handling it. I've figured out the balance between everything asking of me and its real encouraging. This is supposed to be the peak of my undergratuate demands and its nice to know that all along all I needed was to put my mind to it. My only regret is that I hadn't started sooner. Being on top of things makes me happy and its a smooth consistent calm that is much better than the reward and consequence life early college afforded me.

- Nothing else to really write about, I just wanted to post something positive for once.