BACK!

Hey creepishly loyal fans! That line seems to be compulsitory for blogs that come back after a long hiatus. I think I'm going to try and start writing in here again, even if its just another one of those, keep it up for a week then drop it like a flaming cement brick covered in dog poop kind of things.

Things are going alright for me. Graduation from college is literally two weeks away and my future is looming ever closer towards me. I've had some other opportunities come up but it seems like I live in the perpetual state of waiting followed by dissapointment. I wish I could say for certain where I'm going to be; even in two months, but I can't. Its frustrating that the crystal ball gets so cloudy so quick, but I'll make it. Maybe with an ulcer to show but I'll make it.

I have a horrible sense of dread that I've been trying to shake all day. I'm honestly not sure specifically for what, but its been pretty miserable. I think its just one of those things but I really need something good to start happening for me quick. I know I'll end up somewhere and that I should just take things one at a time, but I'm probably at the peak of the point in my life where its impossible for me to take that advice. Maybe just the focus that I'll be able to comit to my future once I graduate is all I need. Its the biggest change I've ever encountered and it really feels like it.

Its all surreal, it really is. All I've known my entire life is school. The fact that I'm almost at the top of that mountain is intimidating because it feels like it should all be leading towards something, I just don't know what.

Anyway, cheers! It feels good to write again. :) You owe me one Kimbre.